Tuesday, April 25, 2006

sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole

i am ready to go back to work, im just having trouble deciding where i should look. part of my problem is that im thinking long-term. if i could only decide where i might want to settle down for the next few years, then i would be half-way there. as it is, my heart is torn. i love where i am now, but circumstances as they are, i cannot stay.

i will leave behind the vegetable garden that is just beginning to flourish, the herb garden so close to my kitchen, the meandering trails through the back yard...

back to a sterile, lifeless, beige apartment.

on the other hand, perhaps i will wait until all those would-be investors in the housing market have to undersell their homes and purchase one at rock bottom price. then i can create a new place of solitude.

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