Saturday, December 04, 2004

oh, can i not grasp.. can i not save?

i dreamt of an old man, one who looked about 70 and had a mean cough. we danced and laughed and i fell in love with him. before the dream was even over, i felt his loss.

i dreamt i was pregnant, with a round smooth belly. emily was too and we were shopping. when i woke, it came to me that 9 months doesn't nearly seem enough - when the time comes, do you want both to delay and welcome it?